Hello Friends – After a six week tour across Vermont with our new film All of Me we are ready to get the film to more towns, cities, states and organizations!
If you would like to book the film or screen the movie in your town, your organization, your hospital, college, high school, and/or conference please contact Director Bess O’Brien for scheduling and costs at email@example.com. Or call 802-357-4616.
If you would like to buy our All of Me educational package which includes a discussion guide please go to our KCP Home page and click SHOP –this will take you to our sales page where you can buy our movies. The Educational package is for institutions who want to use the film internally for training and educational purposes.
Here are some quotes from audience members and the press about the film
All of Me does a wonderful job of depicting the realities of what having an eating disorder feels like in our society- A scary and honest look at the devastation eating disorders have with real life stories that will touch your heart. Hope too! Beth Mayer, LICSW Executive Director –MEDA Multi- Service eating Disorder Association- Boston
O’Brien’s latest work is elegantly effective in communicating the fact that addictive behaviors to blot out pain aren’t limited to substance abuse. Moving and real.” Kevin O’Connor—VT Digger
All of Me is an important and powerful film about eating disorders—a deeply touching collection of personal stories. What makes the film so potent is the intimacy of the interviews. Film Director Bess O’Brien should be commended for taking on such an important subject.” Jim Lowe, Arts Editor– Time Argus
I was completely undone by the movie! It was so incredibly moving in so many unexpected ways—you really invited the viewer into not only the tender lives and complex underpinnings of eating disorders – but touched a universal nerve, I think, about body hatred in general resulting from any number of traumas. So important to talk about.” Patrician Fontaine—Audience Member
WOW – your film – amazing – it elicited so many emotions for me – I am still anorexic – to a much narrower degree – but my doctor monitors me. Your film pushed so many buttons and I kept saying to myself “That’s me….that’s me….” Reinforced so much of how I behave – thank you for all you do for so many to open up our minds and our hearts and our passions. Audience Member
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Watch the All of Me trailer below:
Bess O’Brien will direct All of Me, a feature length documentary film focused on the lives of women, girls and some boys who are caught in the downward spiral of eating disorders and their struggle to regain a sense of self-compassion and healing. The film will focus on body image, a lack of connection with one’s physical and emotional being and the need to delve deep within one’s self to find the systemic reasons that triggered this disease.
Eating Disorders which include Bulimia, Anorexia, restricted eating and Binge Eating are one of the most hidden forms of addiction and disease in our society. Certainly in Vermont we rarely discuss these issues. Eating Disorders are one of the hardest addictions to treat and to cure. The percentage of young girls who start dieting as young as 10-12 years of age has risen dramatically over the last fifteen years in our country. Women are inundated with images that promote “thinness” and many women can become obsessed with their body types to the point of taking unhealthy control of their eating habits. Boys are also being affected by mass media depictions of male bodies.
The film however, will not simply focus on the media culture that girls and boys are overwhelmed with, but will also delve into discovering the internal and systemic reasons for eating disorders such as low self esteem, a lack of self compassion and sense of isolation that many young girls, boys and women feel. There is also a profound lack of connection to one’s physical body that happens with eating disorders—women detach from their inner physical, soulful self and fixate on their appearance only—what is this about? How did women get to this place? What trigger pushed them to stop eating? Why does this control of food become so critical to survive? What are the immediate external issues that are pushing girls to take control of their lives by controlling their eating? How does our culture of driven perfection play into all this? How can we provide prevention and intervention to young girls who are susceptible to this disease? How do we bring girls and women back into their bodies in a meditative, inclusive way that grounds them and empowers them, offering a sense of wholeness rather than division?
Bree Greenberg runs the Vermont Center for Integrative Therapy in Burlington, VT. Her treatment center focuses on eating disorders. The film will focus on her patients and the innovative work that she is doing to treat girls and women with eating disorders. Bree is an expert in the field and believes that in order to heal these women and girls one must take a holistic approach to treatment. Bree’s work includes not only talk therapy but in-depth work to bring these women back into their bodies through interventions including meditation, yoga, acupuncture and group therapy.
The film will follow a number of girls and women who are struggling with an eating disorder. Filmmaker Bess O’Brien will interview them and follow their process as they experience Bree’s program. The film will also interview parents who are struggling with their young girls (as young as 12) who are in the throes of this addiction. How do parents manage this devastating disease that their children are going through and what have they done to help them? What answers do parents have to share with us?
The film will search for the systemic reasons for each patient’s struggle. It might be the societal, cultural or family pressures forced upon girls and women that trigger their need to control their lives and regain power. It may be the very real instances of trauma such as sexual assault, family trauma, bullying that also can often offset an eating disorder. The movie will also explore the often naïve steps that many young girls and women take of simply beginning a diet that then spirals out of control into an addictive obsession.
Athletes are also susceptible to eating disorders and a skewed sense of body image so we will look to include young women who are athletes who are struggling with their own particular eating disorders.
We know that telling your story helps heal people. The girls, boys, women and parents who will be involved with this documentary will be asked to raise their voices and speak out about this very invisible addiction. Through their stories they will move forward in their healing process and they will impact audiences and raise consciousness throughout the state on this important issue.
Eating disorders are an addiction that we often do not perceive as an addiction because it is the process of depriving oneself of the basic human need: to eat. But anorexia, bulimia and binging are ways to fill a hole in one’s self—in the same way that drugs fill a hole of depression, anger, anxiety, despair. Eating disorders stem from a feeling of “I’m not good enough” and like drug addiction, not eating somehow makes the person feel that they have a coping skill to relieve the pain—not eating is the one way to control a part of you that feels lost. And like drug addiction, the beginning of an eating disorder can spiral into a full blown crisis where not eating food becomes the overriding obsessive monster that takes over one’s life.
Project Schedule: The time-line will be: Winter/Spring 2015—Begin shooting. Summer 2016 Editing. Fall 2016 tour film throughout Vermont and into schools.